I just got a call from my specialists office and they told me that there was a cancellation on the 24th and they can move my surgery into that spot, I was suppose to be waiting for 6 months.....AGGHHHH!!!! I am freaking out...there is sooo much to do in the next 1.5 weeks.
The surgery I am having is an exploratory surgery, it's going to be laproscopic and they are going to be looking in the uterus as well as at my ovaries to see if they can see why I haven't been able to get pregnant. If they find problems they will also be fixing them at this point, for instance, if I have quite a few cysts(sp?) they will remove them.
I HATE having surgery....I get REALLY sick from the anethesia and this last time I went under (when I got my gallbladder removed) they had a hard time waking me up, I remember the worry sound of the nurse as she firmly and quite loudly was telling me I needed to wake up and shaking me....now that I am a mom the thought of going to sleep and not waking up again is EXTREMELY worrying to me. I know that I am probably just freaking out but it's just an intense worry I have.
I am nervous too because this is THE NEXT STEP!!! This is the step that we have been waiting for for over a year and now it's here. I was hoping/praying that we would get pregnant in these next 6 months so that I wouldn't have to go through this, but now there's no time. I am hoping more than anything that it's going to work and we'll get pregnant, but I am SOOOO nervous that it won't!!! I know it's worth every moment of pain and worry that I might have however the thought is always in the back of my mind that I shouldn't get my hopes up, because who knows.
Okay, I am just really nervous and really needed to "talk" so I figured I "talk" with all my blogging friends. :)
Friday, June 13, 2008
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I completely know how you feel I've had six surgeries for cysts but mine rupture and then I have emergency surgery thats probably easier cause I don't have to wait weeks for it eh. But you will do just great but it does make you uneasy I know. BUt I prayer for your situation that it will help you and get things figured out nothing more frusterating. You can do it!!
Oh my goodness.... I had one cyst rupture a few years ago and it was SOOOO painful. I can't imagine having to go through that 6 times!!! That totally sucks!!!
Jackie, I hope it goes really well for you. You are in my prayers!
i hope everything works out, let meknow if you need anything
I'll be thinking about you! I hope everything goes well!!
our prayers are definately with you. let me know if you need anything...seriously.
Thankyou SOOO much guys!!! I definately could use some prayers on the 24th, please pray that the surgery goes well and works, and that I will be calm and able to heal VERY quickly!!! If you could do that that would be so wonderful.
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